Birthday

My Birthday was this week. I dont like making a big deal about it because I dont enjoy being the center of attention. My mom didn't even remember my birthday......Im wondering when she is going to realize that she forgot, its not like she was in LABOR for hours of something ;).

Say excuse me!

I was in the dressing room at a department store this weekend when a lady called up her Boyfriend/Husband to ask to go somewhere. When he said no she started to cuss him out, I think every other word was F88k babe..It went on for like a minute. After all that her son burps and she says "that's gross, say excuse me" I'm wondering why he didnt learn to respect people and not be rude in the first place????

Why is it so hard?

When people ask me questions about me and my life it kind of gets me upset. I dont know what its is.....does anyone ever feel that way? My mom was asking me a question about an upcoming job interview and I was very reluctant to share, and I only gave the bare minimum.

Uhhh......whats wrong with me?

So...I was at a place today and I saw a person that I really like a lot. I'm always thinking that if I were to see him somewhere outside of our normal contact, I would start a conversation with him. Then when the opportunity came, I didn't say a word! Why is it that our true feelings never get expressed? What is it that keeps us from saying what is on our mind? Is it reality telling us that things will never be the way we plan or is it fear that pushes our feelings out the window.